A Woman After God's Own Heart (uu_bornagain_lv) wrote in woodsoflorien,
A Woman After God's Own Heart

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I am alone...

I hope you don't care if I am a UU (Unitarian Universalist), but I still identify as a born-again Christian (i still cling to a few odd beliefs, that some would consider heretical, remember Luke 6:37 "Do not judge, and you will not be judged; and do not condemn, and you will not be condemned; pardon, and you will be pardoned."--we can't all be the same, but we can all love each other.)

I'm a very young Christian. VERY young. I've always loved LOTR, but something about it led me to God. I don't know what.

What do i look for in someone to love?

I want him to be honest, gentle and tender, soft of voice, what can I say? Any person knows. It's been a long time for me being alone. I hate being alone. I've had my suicidal days, I've had all sorts of ups and downs, but...I feel I am coming to something.

I'll admit, I take the Bible very seriously as far as being a woman goes. I know it's the 20th century, and women are all "tough" and etc, but...something is so torn in me, so torn. I want to say that the Bible is incorrect and that Paul and Peter were misogynist and woman-haters, but maybe they were right--maybe they just had an idea that we need to be cared for and guided gently! Not hated and pushed around but gently guided and tenderly cared for. Please correct me if you think I am wrong... I get so torn about that sometimes.


Please email me at either leedaaextine85@hotmail.com OR leiavz85@yahoo.com (Phantom of the Opera the Andrew Lloyd Weber musical and Star Wars classic trilogy ROCK!!!!) I'll be hoping to hear from you.

~Lee (Althiriel)
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